::.. meus vita ..::

*greetings*

under this title, "meus vita" a latin language, which means 'my life' in English.

there are 3 phase of me in my current life:

1. daughter
2. sister
3. someone's significant other

what more can i say bout being a daughter to my both parents?

hmm..

honestly, to be a good daughter is not that easy.

me myself, is not a good daughter.

and yet,

i am a rebellious one.

its not that i dont want to be the good one.

but...but...but...

for me, its not easy..

sbb kdg2 sbgai anak remaja,

i selalu rebel.

bkn ape.. cuma kdg kehendak hati x dipenuhi

atau mgkn, kehendak hati berbeza dr ape yg my parents ask for.

so..

most of the time, i rebel to them.

yeah, say whatever u wanna say.

but..

as i grow up,

i learned to love and to respect.

and ade org yg byk ajar i utk appreciate my parents.

before,

i olwez blame my parents.

cuz i think, they who set me became like diz.

i felt so lost.

so lonely.

so sad.

but nobody hears me.

i blame my parents for what im feeling.

cuz to me,

i turn into this because of their problems.

they dont settle theirs,

so they neglect me.

i feel like growing up on my own.

until one day,

i knal dgn seseorang..

who taught me a lot to appreciate parents.

even if I think that they (my parents) are bad.

but me, myself HAVE TO be good to them.

why? why? why?

because.. i am the DAUGHTER.

and they are MY PARENTS.

thats the fate that we could never ever change.

so..

walau sejahat mane pn kte pnah buat dkt ibu bapa..

mesti igt..

without them,

we wont be able to live.

thats the fact that everybody knows.

but very hard for one to understand.

next!!

as a sister.. hm...

i have four sibs included me.

and i am the youngest.

mse kecik2, slalu gado..

gado sepak2..

gado tarik2 rambut...

gado jerit2...

gado maki2..

haha.

itu biase..

but.. i love them!

bila dh besar ni.. baru tawu nikmat ade kakak.

sbb..

they olwez there to support..

bila dh besar ni seronok sgt.

sbb boleh share everything.

share baju..

share cerita..

share masalah..

hmm..

isnt it nice??

and now my sis semua in kl..

yeah. semua keje kt sane..

so when i feel like going there...

juz stay with them lah..

:)

for me they are my super sisters.

eventhough kdg2 rse nk sepak laju2 bila gado...

n rse nk tikam byk2 kali kalo terguris hati.

hehe.

nexttt!!!

aha.. diz one... quite complicated..

if nk story..

smpai esk pn x abes..

:)

my life as someone's significant other...

its not that easy though.

how come u wanna make those two heads become one?

and how on earth do u wanna make those two different hearts become one?

and how the hell are u wanna make those two different people understands what they dont?

ssh kn?

itu la yg i rse skg.. i believe..

sume org pn rse cm tu..

mse tgh happy..

rse cm dunia ni.. ade kte dgn die je..

kalo x happy..

kdg2 rse cm out of option..

itu la yg jd break up tu..

but i hope..

this one is eternity.

:)

as long as i am in a serious relationship,

i'll try my best to be a good one.

or perhaps,

the best that he ever had.

nobody is perfect.

yeah.

that's the word.

but..

at least..

i wanna be more than special.

can i?

:)

to be loved by someone u love,

that's what im looking for.

:)